ToT today at school really sux. almost wanting to kill 1 of my classmate because of some small little thing. lucky 1 of my friend stopped me before i can grab my hand on 1 of a pen knife from the table. hai, y this world are full of hate, sad and depression. if this world could be more peaceful and helpful. this world would be more peace. without war... think i am very depression now. i kind of heard someone calling my name and ask me to kill. AND!!! when i really feel like killing. i feel very happy. and wish to see blood all over the floor. like i am some kind of demon. i just wanna kill kill and KILL!!! THIS IS CRAP! I DUN WANNA KILL! BUT i just can't control myself. i just nid more care and people understanding. everytime it's me who care and help people when my friend are sad. but who will care about me? no one at all... hope someone will read this blog to know how i feel about myself.